Today,
we are facing a great contrast: people out in search of Jesus and him
healing all kind of “sickness” (starting with Simon's mother-in-law); at
the same time, «demons were driven out, howling!» (Lk 4:41). That is:
On one side, goodness and peace; evil and despair, on the other.
It is not the first time we see the devil being “driven out” that is,
escaping from the presence of God amid shouting and expostulation. Let
us remember the demon-possessed man of Gerasenes (cf. Lk 8:26-39). Yet,
it is surprising that, here, it is the same devil that “comes out” to
meet Jesus (though, admittedly, quite furious and angry, for God's
presence was disturbing his shameful tranquility).
How often, too, we think that finding Jesus is just a nuisance! It
bothers us having to attend Mass on Sundays; it flusters us to remember
how long it is since our last prayer; we are ashamed of our mistakes,
but we do not go to the Doctor of our soul begging for forgiveness...
Let us ponder whether it is not our Lord who has to come out looking for
us, when we are “reluctant” to leave our little “cave” to go out and
meet He who is the shepherd of our souls and lives! This is simply
called, half-heartedness.
This behavior has a diagnosis, though: apathy, lack of tension in our
soul, anguish, disorderly curiosity, hyperactivity, spiritual laziness
about matters of faith, pusillanimity, desire of being alone with
ourselves... But there is also an antidote: to stop contemplating one's
navel and getting down to work. To take the small commitment to devote
every day a short while to look and listen to Jesus (this is what we
call praying): Jesus did it too, for «He left at daybreak and looked for
a solitary place» (Lk 4:42). To take the small commitment of defeating
our selfishness in some small thing every day for the benefit of others
(this is what we call loving). To take the small-great commitment to
live every day coherently with our Christian life.
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